The Veyra Diaries: Do I Really Deserve You?

By: Ridge Ross L. De Veyra

Every time I walk on the corridor,

I always wait and hope for the girl that I adore,

Hoping that she would see me,

And praying that I’m the only one she’ll see.

Every time I walk beside her classroom,

Everything around me seem to bloom,

Everything becomes gloomy,

And I start to feel happy.

But all those feelings are now gone,

For my despise for her has just began.

“My dear dear Inspiration,

You are now my Persecution.”

When I was loving you, happiness was what I always gain,

But now, the only thing that I receive is pain,

Pain that I get when I see that you’re both together,

Together lying in the arms of each other.

Sometimes I hurt myself,

But I’d just stand up and ask my self,

“Do I really deserve you?

Are you worthy of a guy who’ll always be true?”

At 1^st I thought that, with those beautiful eyes,

You will never tell me lies.

But I guess I’m incorrect,

For those of yours, I did neglect.

How I hate the way you hurt me,

Putting me in a cage and never setting me free,

“Do You Hate Me?” or “Do You Hate My Love?”

“Or Perhaps, It’s me that you don’t wanna have?”

But I should not bother,

What you feel for me should not matter.

It’s you that I should ignore,

Not those people who cares for me by knocking on my door.

Goodbye Temptation,

Perhaps, I should thank you for my persecution,

For it helped me realize that I should give you my farewell,

Farewell to the girl, whom I thought would always make me feel well.

The Veyra Diaries