Readers, this has been quite a day. And honestly, I don't know how to describe it. Things were both fun and frustrating. If I were to put it on my own words, I'd say, this day is below typical- meaning very frustrating, - and above sorrow- meaning, there are some good things even though, the bad part was a lot bigger.
I had fun kinda making Joseph Rubio and Gynard Alfonso... well, I hope, "jealous". Thanks for the support pareng Lord Emill Fernandez and Justin John Pagalunan. Of course, the whole thing was just a joke. Although, I get this feeling like I'm enjoying what was happening. Well, of course, I did. I was only saying their names, but it felt like I was telling them: "Hey you! Stay away from my GILR!". Then again, if you understand the ebb and flow of events very well, you'll notice that it's not actually a good thing... especially for Kezia Calderon. I mean like, she's a girl for crying out loud! She deserves more respect than that. Kezia has been an underdog for like, three school years or more. And for someone who likes her a lot, it hurts to see her being treated that way, being used, being laughed at, what not. What's worse, I feel like I'm the meanest, the baddest, the worst person in the whole world. I was the reason she's, like, "being used". It sucks. She probably hates me by now. I planned to say sorry to her a while ago, when we were going home, unfortunately, we had an accompaniment, Jennie Rose. I just hope, by tomorrow, we'll have an intimate or at least, an alone time with each other, so that I could personally apologize to her.
Kezia, I know, someday, you'll be reading this. If ever I forget to say sorry, I hope you'd accept my apology here. I'm sorry. I guess, it's probably the worst thing that I've done to you. I've been a jerk, a bastard, I'm sorry.
Then, Aimee Layno made a bold and notable outstanding statement this afternoon. Let's get things straight, "notable" does not always mean good. Remember that people. If the word "crush" can have many meanings, then, so can notable. I was to speak in front of the class a while ago, when Aimee suddenly said something that made the whole class laugh at me. Please, don't get me started with her words. These are the times when I just wanna forget things. It was very embarrassing and frustrating. I mean like, even our teacher laughed at me. Sure, that's a sign of fame, or at least, getting noticed. But I don't like it! Rene Zellweger once said, "No matter how bad things go, we still must maintain our standards". I think, that's what she said. I don't actually remember. I just paraphrased her statement.
I don't exactly hate being told like the teacher that they compare me too. It's just that, we barely look alike! Sure, by the first time I saw him, I saw myself in him... but not my face. He reminded me of myself when he first went to the class for a practice teaching. He was like me, shaky in front of may people, doesn't speak well under pressure, and awkward and move-y in front of the class.. but that's that!
Usually, when Aimee tells that joke, or when someone tells that joke, I'll just laugh or deny it. But this time, I was kinda mad and very sad. I was so embarrassed! I hate it when my damn classmates do that to me- laugh at me for shallow reasons. It is so annoying! I didn't continue on speaking in front of the class a while ago. Or should I say, I didn't even speak anymore. I held myself back. I was quiet about what happened a while ago, allowing my emotions to fully sink in to me.
Aimee, I am your friend. Next time don't do that to me. Your a human. And obviously, you know that! I hate getting embarrassed, especially in front of the class, and with the teacher. I know you'll feel the same when someone does that to you. Don't worry, I'm not the kind of person who does things to people which are similarly done to me. And, I'm not mad at you. I'm just frustrated. If you read what this article contains, it's just a simple compilation of my emotions of what you did.
Readers, we all hate being embarrassed, especially in front of the class with the teacher in it. So please, if you ever feel to embarrass someone, just... just don't do it. The winds of karma blows worse than what you did the first time. Remember that! And guys, to all of you out there, there's only one word I want to sink in to you tonight: RESPECT. Girls, they're like diamonds, they're very precious. Never take them for granted. Instead, respect them. You never know, someday, man might only be the ones to walk on earth and girls... they'd be nowhere to be seen. What would you feel about that? I myself would be devastated. I don't wanna lose girls that I like and not like. It's like, they link everything. Life is an ecosystem, and without them, the whole chain of life dies.
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